i don’t know why
or how
it happened
but
i
cannot
get
you
out
of
my
mind

i see
your face
in my mind
constantly
you ghost, you
haunt me

i’m not eating much
not sleeping much
TOO hard
to concentrate
 

my chest
filled
with strange twinklings
i haven’t felt
in years
i love it
and it’s driving me
crazy
 

all i want
to do
is crawl up
curl up
into your lap
and be held
by you
to feel your warmth
to listen

to you
breathe

whenever
i see you:
my heart
pounds

fast
stops
beats again
my whole body
sighs
from want
from need
i want
to take
your face

cup it

gently
in my palms
my fingers
in your hair
to have
your face
just
rest there

just
to

look
at
you
for a few
thousand
hours
,